babe, i love you

babe, i wanna share my love life here with you. since i was 14 already committed in my first love. it last for 13 yrs. all while there were few guys came after though...but i dont know y i jz don have any intention with them at all. i donno how to prove you that my love on you is true. you might think that i m jz playing fool with you. i will nvr did that to anyone. i dont want to waste my time on anyone that i dont have feel with as what you did. i have you to hate me in telling you the truth but i got nothing even a reply frm you. wish you do appreciate me as i appreciate you. miss me as how am i missing u there. i know you have someone in your heart. I don wanna gv up on caring on you. i really feeling sad coz i din feel my true love here. if you wish to keep silent and don let me know the answer why dont you delete me from your list instead.
when i met you, i felt happy because God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you.
I liked your status just to drag ur attention...commented upon yours worthless status just to show that "you are in my heart, my care on you"...
It's like a dream, once awake you wont get what you've dreamed.
I did whatever i can for you.
it needs courage to tell a person "i love you". it contains commitment, trust, understanding, caring, communicate, respect ...

i will prove you wrong

babe, u might fall into someone that you love. i know i m here jz to see and greet you the best and cant do anythg anymore. I cant have you. we planned to go for a short day trip but after showing you my blog u went missing again and posted all the msges to drag my attention to show that you're actually in love with someone. I thought that we can have the sweet moment again together. Do you know all your words made me feel bad. I dont believe whether what i said is not true. Since given up on the first love, it had been few guys came after but i dont have intention at all with them till we meet. the feeling on you really strong. babe, i miss you everyday. i know we dont have chance anymore to upgrade your status. i hope you stay happily there always. Time will prove you that i in love with you.

what's in your mind...

on the 18th July, i was back frm KL to Penang. During the long journey, our sweet times kept surrounding my mind. i took the initiative to gv you a test asked you for supper. You were there with me for an hour. These few days i posted what's in my mind in FB. You replied me with some words that made me confused. What's in your mind? i really hope you are here with me when i feel empty. I wish your shoulder is always there whenever i need it. The someone that i mentioned is "u" , my babe. My shoulder is reserved for somebody. The somebody is "u" , my babe.
I really want to know what's in your mind. Y you left all these words there to make me feel confuse? i dare not to ask you again coz i scared i really scared i miss you again.

曾经。。。我真的很爱你

因為愛你…

所以放手還你自由…

因為愛你…

所以不再讓你困擾…

因為愛你…

所以寧願自己難過…

因為愛你…

所以我逼自己離開…

曾經！

曾經…我真的很愛你！

曾經…我一直等待感情的來臨！

曾經…我真的不想放棄你！

如今…我不是不愛你！

而是…我放棄了這一段苦苦等待的感情！

因為…我不願在一個人傻傻的等下去了！

因為…我想重新過我的生活！

只要…我自己一個人的生活..

曾經…我真的不願放棄這一個戀情！

曾經…我真的很後悔沒相信你！

曾經…我真的不願放棄等待！

可是…我的心也是會累的！也是會想流淚的！

但是…我從昨天就跟自己說過：該是放棄的時候了！

想傳達你說..

我不會在打擾你的生活..

只是…我永遠都會祝福著你！

用我最真誠的心~祝福著你…

只願你過的比我好喔！

典欣的心情！

無所謂你們想知道與否，

只是…….想舒坦自己的心情罷了！

遇上一個人，只需一分鐘；

喜歡一個人，只需一刻鐘；

愛上一個人，只需一小時；

但……..要忘了一個人，卻要一生！！

在你跟對方在一起的時候..你了解你是喜歡他還是愛他嗎??

還是只是喜歡依賴的感覺??

當你真正愛一個人的時候..你懂得去珍惜對方嗎??

在你失去對方時..你又能放手嗎??

愛的方式有許多種

也許你選擇追求很多段戀情找尋新鮮感..在情海浬沉浮

也許你選擇在原地守候..不甘願錯過任何一個機會

但是

你懂愛一個人的心情嗎??

每個人一生中有許多愛的機會

差別在於愛得深愛得淺

愛了就別說抱歉..愛了就別有一絲抱怨

也許我不懂如何愛一個人

但我懂安靜的守候在對方身邊

也許是個沉重的負荷

但我想

比放棄一個人還要來的輕鬆許多